Circumstances change

CIRCUMSTANCES CHANGE,

two years ago, I was the boy who barely knows a lot of things.

two years ago, I was just a boy dreaming of becoming SOMEONE.

two years ago, all the pressure wasn't on me.

a year ago, I was just trying to embrace college. Now, it seems like I am just living to survive it. A lot of things changed, time passed. Friendships were made, bridges were burned.

I used to be the boy that would please everybody just because I badly need attention. I would please everybody because I hated to be left alone. To the point where I would give away all that I am at a shot at making all things right.

I changed. I learned. Circumstances changed me.

When I started college, all I ever thought was that I should be friendly so I could have connections or such. Then I realized, no matter how good you are people will still talk behind your back. No matter how pleasant you make yourself to be, you'll be hated.

I am not a person to really go huge because I achieved things. I am not really that person who will just see people for their achievements and accomplishment. But, people around me abused that good guy inside of me.

Now, I let out who I am. I stopped being so easy on other people. I started to have pride for the wrongdoers who doesn't even have a chance. I started to seek true friends who would stay by me through thick or thin.

CIRCUMSTANCES CHANGE. Maybe its for the best, maybe its for the worst. We all have to live with the inner beings awakened by the circumstances around us.