For you,

I am inlove with you, a girl who has someone else. I am inlove with you, even if I know you can't love me back.

Actually, it's not the feeling of being unloved that really keeps me broken right now. It's the gut feeling of knowing that you can't easily trust him. I can't stand the fact that you are so happy with him, when in fact he can easily do the things that he did to her ex-girlfriend. 

For 8 months, he was able to lie to another girl. He used you as an option. I don't know what could stop him from doing the same to you when he begins to get bored. 

What kind of guy would never ensure that you are safely home? Would let you go home late, alone? No one knows what lurks in the darkness of the night.

I remembered when you were sad. I remembered having to make you smile just because you are special to me.

I just want you to know, I am keeping my distance because I am securing my heart as well. I don't want to fall deeper inlove and be left alone again in the end, with no one to blame because no one told me to love you. I don't want to keep my hopes up.

I want you to know that I am happy for you. I will never stop from being a friend. I am just a text or chat away and I will never deprive you of a listening ear.

Me,