For Her.

I know, this may sound absurd, but I think I'm falling deeply for you. At first, all it was was a mere attraction for the great qualities that you possess, but now it's something more.

I know we have a lot in common. The things we do, the things we like. Simple but absolute happiness, that is all I can feel every time we are together.

Every text, all of it stored in the private box of my phone. I don't want to share. I want to have you as mine. But, we're friends. All of our times together could be ruined by this feeling.

I don't want it to stop, but I have to contain it. To tell myself, that I couldn't even if want to. It's hard falling for a girl that you think you can't be with. I don't even know if you feel the same way about me. I'm afraid of all the uncertainty.

Irrationality, driven by blinded love could be really nasty. That is what I am trying to prevent here. I want to control my feelings for you. I don't want to let it explode and be wasted again because I rushed.

I hope, circumstances change. For now, I'm just happy to be your friend.....